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June 8, 2019

This poem is for you, because it’s true, and you know it. ♥️

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All I want to do at the moment is be horizontal wh All I want to do at the moment is be horizontal while piling huge forkfuls of spaghetti into my face... well I do have some quite glorious evenings like that... but on days where I’m actually trying to listen to my body and feed her at least some of what she needs I make a pan of greens, butternut squash, mushrooms, celery and other found veg, with herbs and red lentils, topped with toasted seeds and good olive oil. I’m coming to realise how dramatically my cooking changes with each place we’re in. I’m enjoying this feeling of being intuitively connected to the seasons. Can’t remember the last time I bought an avocado. #intuitiveeating #zerofoodwaste #plantbased #campervancooking #vanlifecooking
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We walk the same routes backwards or sidewards, hi We walk the same routes backwards or sidewards, hiking through snowloops or rain-washed hours. To familiarise the unfamiliar, and then to defamiliarise the mundane, is the goal. To know each place in our hearts as ‘home’ as we experience each step with the newfound delight of a child. #100outdoordays day53 #goneforawalk #walkingthedog #walkers #blueish
Wrote this a year ago. Was reminded of it today. 💙💙💙 Yesterday evening we took our boards to the Atlantic and surfed with the sunset. He said, this is the most perfect moment. Laughing in the salt spray of the cold winter ocean, I felt it. The white light of the day gave herself over to panoramic orange skies as I tumbled again and again in love with him. Image text reads: When I think of us You are the mountain And I am the water cycle You hold the ground steady I am called to metamorphose One existing without the other together, we create worlds This is the eco-system of our love #poetlife #lovepoem
Pre-hike-socially-distanced-snowman made with gran Pre-hike-socially-distanced-snowman made with grandson, plus snowball fight. Then 10k hike with hounds. Andy’s now making his quite delicious vegan chilli, I might make a vegan banana peanut butter cake for afters. A rather splendid Sunday. #100outdoordays day52 #grandson #grandsonsarethebest #snowman #itsthesimplethings #makeeverydaycount #snowfall
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Knitting is therapy. Socks from the borderlands. Knitting is therapy. Socks from the borderlands. #slowdown #slowlivingactivism #sockknitting #cwmchwefruwool #chesterwool
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One day I wake and my child is a grown woman with One day I wake and my child is a grown woman with two children of her own. Just standing in the yard chatting is the simplest and yet most splendid thing in these strange times. Family is a work-in-progress, we grow a bright future from the fertile soil of our friendship. So grateful that this woman is part of my female lineage, with her tenacity, intelligence and kindness. I knitted this poncho for her a few years ago when she said she liked mine. I love that hand-made things become so much more than just an item of clothing - they’re stories we pass down, part of the poetry of our ancestry. #daughter #motheranddaughter #family #daughterlove #daughtersarethebest #lovemydaughter #slowfashion #knittersgonnaknit #rowanyarns
Tucked away here in the folds of these giants I li Tucked away here in the folds of these giants I listen to the rainfall playing across the psyche as she hammers on the van-roof. The ground shapeshifts into a series of streams gnawing at the solid ground beneath. With the weather’s untameable onslaught the Earth offers a reminder that she is vibrant and alive. Even as I give thanks for this warmth and shelter, I invite the wild world into my heart. #wildwoman #100outdoordays day48 #vanlifers
I was talking to someone about this poem yesterday I was talking to someone about this poem yesterday which made me dig it out... and here I found some words written with it from June 2019 in France. Ah the road is calling. The wild is calling. These stationary times feel increasingly strange: “This poem is a good eight years old, but still, I’m thinking of it just now because I’m lying in bed, in a van, in a heatwave in the north of France. When the wild first came alive in my mind I did my best to ignore her, did everything to walk a different path from the one she was calling me down, and yet years later here I am, my entire worldly possessions fitted into this van, parked in the shadow of a giant beech tree under a delicate & starry night sky. Yesterday, I lay naked in the clear water of a shallow river flowing thick with bright green weed tendrils, mud oozed through my wiggling toes & I laughed at the deliciousness of it all. Gripping hands full of long grasses & nettles for leverage, I scrambled ungainly up the steep mud bank back to my crumpled clothes, & as I pulled cotton around my body I felt a deep sense of belonging, of finally beginning to understand my place in the world. I think this poem was a prophecy to myself. Maybe it’s also a prophecy to you. The wild hunts - she’s been calling your entire life. Some of us are remembering how to listen, others still avoid her calls. Regardless of this, she hunts, and I promise this, when she finally catches you up, your life can never be the same. Link in biog if you want a listen to the full piece. It featured on a Dark Mountain compilation album as well as on BBC radio3 Late Junction.” Text reads: The Wild Hunt Stories spoken Wheels spokes Shuttles takes Woven throats The Wild Hunt And omens roll ominous And wilderness And wild in this The Wild Hunts She hunts Wilder now Stronger now Gaining momentum now Tearing the walls down Smashing the throne Thrashing around #poetry #thewildhunt #storyteller
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